Wednesday, December 16, 2009

horrible

horrible experience~
horrible call~
horrible number~
horrible voice~
horrible conversation~
horrible mood~
horrible chat~
horrible guy~
horrible cheating~
horrible words~
horrible rejection~
horrible threatening~
horrible mind~
horrible time~
horrible night~

I hope to end all these horrible things~
My friend advised me to let it pass overtime~
Everything will be fine~
Let him heal~
Oh no~
I just feel that~
How come he act like that?
We are not very friend~
We are just once a colleague to each other~
That's all~
Nothing more~
I already said it clearly~
How come he just doesn't seem to understand?
Oh no~
I am wondering~
Why I have to face this kind of problem~
I just don't like~

This is because~
This matter affects my mood~
His threatening~
My thinking~
I am afraid 1 day~
I meet him somewhere out there~
I don't know how to react~
Should I runaway?
Should I hide myself?
Or should I pretend to be nothing in front of him?
This question is not that simple as it seems to be~
It is complicated~
My mom is right~
She refrained me from working there~
But I didn't listen to her~

Now I recall back many things~
All the same horrible things start from my working place~
I just want to work to earn some money~
I do not hope to create so many problems~
Seriously~
I hate this~

What should I do to avoid all these horrible things to happen?

Well~
I will pray to God~
Hope that everything is fine~
Hope that this horrible thing will come to an end soon~

Praying~