privacy

The moodiness came attacked me again~
Feeling lonely although my friends were talking and chatting happily~
All I heard was just voices of chitchatting and laughter~
My mind was not there~
I was surrounded by my moodiness~
I wanted to pull myself out but is in vain~
My mind kept on thinking and pondering~
I know somehow I couldn't find any solution to the moodiness that came to me~
Nobody took note of my mood changes~
I was glad~
I managed to hide it well~
I thought I will be fine when reaching home~
But my room was fulled of people again~
Again i tried to be funny and joke around~
Deep inside still lingered in my moodiness world~
I need to be alone~
I need privacy~
I don't want to think so much~
I'm tired~
Who can I turn to?